Erm... let's refresh what I did today...

Woke up, late 5 min for class... did my quiz, luckily I didn't waste my time reading my online notes. Nvm.
So, erm... nothing much actually.

erm.. oh ya, went to check my eyes today. Sigh... my power has gone up. So sad... I couldn't wear contact lenses. T___T and I was advised to drink more carrot. T__T So depressing...

Mood not good, something keeps bothering it feel like being in love and not being in love at the same time. Anyway, I don't wanna think about it, headache about it, worry about it or cry about it. It only make me feel stupid. I believe, time will decide it all. All I want to do now is to focus on my family, and my studies.

Listening to Chris FM... hahaha, he advise me a lot and teach me alot. Somemore translate few cantonese song to me which he say very meaningful and I found it meaningful as well especially in my condition, failure from love life. Anyway, thanks for ths song 夕阳无限好, its very nice song. Eventhough, don't know what it means. but thanks, next time explain to me, ya. lol. When you are free la.

Going to KL this saturday, shopping with roomy and frens, plan to buy few clothes to wear. I short of clothes. Sigh... wearing the same clothes over and over again. So... erm..

Called dad this evening, told him about room thing, my eye thing, medical check thing, holiday thing, exam thing, and everything else la. Feel a bit better, got someone to talk to. Dad ask to come back next Thu for Wesak Day. Thought I was skipping this year, but then I think think, I skipped last 3 years d. So, I think I need some spiritual needs in me. So, I'm going back next Thursday. Study at home then come back for E-com final.

Oklah... tomorrow 8am class. Last class for bmc.

Suddenly feel like composing lyrics, so this is version 1... lol, lame~~~~~ huh? Anyway, still working on it, ya.. hahahahaha...

After all the hard work,
you finally achieved the key,
to experience the next level of life,
you will leave this very spot,

It's a good thing that you leave,
...coz you will experience new life
It's a bad thing for me,
coz you will leave me,

but then, with your memory that
I kept inside of me,
and with your smile that
I kept reminding myself of you,
You will always be remembered

I might be left behind,
but I will keep running,
till I back in your arms again,

but then, with our memories that
you kept inside you
and with my voice that
kept reminding you,

I hope you will always remember me

What I did today...

I woke up 9.25 in the morning, feeling restless and I've got no idea why is that. I opened my eyes and lying there thinking what should I do today. Should I study? Should I do my laundry? I went brush my teeth, switch on my PC and open up buletin, Stars Online, NST online, MMLS, My bloggy and mymmu.net like what I do on every other morning.

There's nothing capture my attention today... and I was feeling hungry... so I went make myself a cup of Milos, then prepare for lunch. Ya, breakfast AND lunch. I cook myself spagetti + Sausage + Crabmeat. While doing there, I wash my shoes, my clothes, and my bedsheets, sweep the floors, throw the rubbish and clean up my messy study table. I went for shower then ate my lunch and listen to Shayne Ward.

After that, I watched few series of Sex and the City. That was when YF came over. She's here waiting for a class at latter time. She was reading chinese novel, and I continue my series. LF was there, watching Ocean Eleven, halfway through before she went to class.

and... I'm just, passing my time~~~ wasting my time actually... kinda miss my friends all of the sudden, so I send them testi. ^_^

after all that, it was then 5.30pm... you see, time passes so fast...

Went for dinner at a malay stall which situated at opposite our block. I'm broke, I left RM0 in my wallet. So, I had to borrow from LF and I thought I was going to atm after dinner but unfortunately, it was out of service. So, I guess, I have to broke until tomorrow.

Came back here... to my surprise, someone added me and I forgotten to ask for his name but then it's ok. He's from KL, working and look cute. That's all I can say.

Chatting with two Chris, one my dear net friend, and another one my dear old best friend. Chris One is a chinese christian and Chris Two is an Indian Christian. Both of them are wonderful.

Someone asked my why am I emotional today. The thing is I tried to control myself for not being such a fool who keeps playing guessing games. Frankly, I really don't know where I stand. I'm confused and frustrated but I guess there's nothing much I can do about it.

Anyway, need to put myself into bed... and keep all these crazy thought inside my head into my dreams world where there's the only place I can say or do anything.

Goodnite

I've just done my literature review for my group research paper. It is my last assignment for this semester, but then, right now, it haven't done yet. I'm still waiting for my leader for next instruction. soon~~~~~

Speaking of leader, I realized I haven't be a leader before in any assignment. That's strange. I should look for a

chances to be a leader once. It should be interesting. lol.

Anyway, 2 weeks from now, will be my final exams. Another excited and yet tensing wars. So far, I haven't study. :p ... but I will study pretty pretty soon~~~~~.

Someone told me, I've changed. I don't really feel that I've changed much. I know, I ate a lot lately, like 2 bowls of noodles for lunch... chicken chop rice for dinner and 6 pcs of bread for supper. I don't know why, I just feel like wanted to eat something. I haven't check my weight yet, haha, not really confident that it will increase any kilos coz my weight has always stay at 38kgs. Weird, huh?