I just wanna share one of my favourite songs which is "I Shall Be Released". I like this song very much... I'm not sure who is the original singer. Bob Dylan I guessed. It's an old song. 80s perhaps. I like the melody played by guitars. I listen to this song over and over again for few times without feeling bored to it. It's really nice to hear when you hear it in live performance. I like to listen to these kind of songs when you're feeling relax, and you wanted to enjoy the melodies of each notes played by a particular song that you think you might like. Haha, thanks to my dad influence for loving songs like these. Other similar songs are like Eric Clapton's Wonderful Tonight, Eagle's Hotel California, Gary Moore's Still in the Blues and many many more.

I try to search for some video clip over the internet, but I could only find Gov't Mule's version of the song which is not bad. They other songs are quite nice too. One of it is "Sunshine". Rox!

Exams are two weeks from now... and, I'm kinda tension because for some reasons, I feel that I don't have enough information in hand to in order for me to face the exams but still I'm working hard on it.

I'm not feeling well lately, maybe I don't eat enough and I don't have enough energy for studies. I'm gonna have to restock my food for the next 23 days.

Still haven't buy new hp yet. I'm still considering when is the suitable time to buy because as you know hp price are never constant. Their price will keep on dropping because of new models coming out. The next time I need to considerate is whether to buy Ap set or ori set. The different is the warranty given to the hp. Ap set warranty are from the person you buy while the ori set warranty are from the SE itself. Both set vary in price and of course the ori set are more expensive than the AP set. Right now, the cheapest price I found for AP set is Rm1080 while Ori RM1199. I will buy the ori if the price within my budget. I'm dying to own a new hp, hopefully the price will drop to RM1100 by that time. Hhahaha... don't know whether it is possible or not.

Having tight financial condition right now, I just receive email about Recruiting partimer for flyers distributing for RM600 for 4 days. It will be on study week. Sigh... one thing, I was attracted to it because of the $$$$. Another thing, is, it is on study week. If I go for work, I would have less time for my study. Sigh... there's a mission for me to work out for this semester, so... I just let that RM600 slipped away~~~~~

So you see, I'm having exams stress, and also financial stress right now. Anyway, I better go to sleep now... coz it's way past my bed time. So goodnite~~~

Thanks to D for being there for me, support me and comfort me, and so I can sleep well.

This morning, I received another call from another lecturer, he ask me to meet him. There's some problems with my attendance as well. Sigh... So, I went to meet him, told him about my problems. He understand my conditions that I need time to go through new changes in my life. He ask me to be strong... and forget all problems and relationship problem. Most important things that I must do is to focus on myself to develop and improve myself, so that I become more successful. I keep that in mind.

A lot of lecturers starts to know about my problems. Later that afternoon, I met the Dean for the same problems. Told her the same thing. To my surprise, she's very understanding and a good listener, I feel better after telling them my problems. At least, they don't think that I'm some kind of useless kids who ponteng classes all the time. They understand, support me, and they give me chances so that I can go on with what I believe in, NOT because I didn't attend class, but because I believe that I can change myself to the better and changes takes time.

For some reason, I still feel that I'm useless. I have same problems in all the sems eventhough, the problems that I'm facing getting lesser. At least, I feel lighter and less stress because I only have to take care of myself. Somehow, I feel useless coz the effort is not enough. Don't sure how strong I am or I'm still weak.

So, when I realize this, I'll just have to be strong just like everyone says to me, "You have to BE STRONG. " Erm... I will and I'm trying...

Just now, I called home .. dad receive the call. Told him about the stuff happening... sigh... it is really nice to hear my dad's voice again. Miss dad lo... I can't be like 7 years old, run back home and hug my daddy. I'm feel kinda old d, but inside of there's still like a 7 years old, ahahah feel like crying... hahaha. Just kidding.

Anyway, I'm changing hp sooner... W810i, muahahah. I was going to buy today but too bad, no more stock. It's ok now, my cacat punya hp now can be use only with handfree. Thanks to D again for suggesting it to me. Haha.. Now, I don't have to rush buy that hp. I can wait for the hp price to drop. muahaha...

Haha, that's all for today... ^_^

2nd Day of Week 12, closer to the end of the trimester... final examination is approaching... stress and anxieties starts to take over me... haha... not that stress la actually, just OK.

Today's presentation was great, we did a 50mins presentation on our Prime Minister. We all wear like professional. All wearing either black or blue with blazer. Forgotten to take a few shots, haha anyway, we look great and we did great. Elaine did a good job, she speaks so fluently, so confident, and she sound so mature and powerful. Haha, she become my idol already. Ming Wee's great too, and so to Joe. They are all very great presenter. I only own a small part of the whole presentation. I'm more to the hardcopy of the assignment. Basically I did 90% of the hardcopy, feel happy about it because it is finally over and we did great. The lecturer was impressed with our presentation, she gave us full marks which for us is more than enough.
(Trying to find suitable outfit for presentation :p )

After the presentation, we drove to a cafe nearby to take our lunch as to celebrate our successful presentation. After that, I came back home.... to take my rest...

There's two more presentation to go. One is on Saturday, I'm not presenting but I'll take care some of the slides. I just received the emails from the leader and I shall continue with the work after my blogging session. Another presentation will be next week. I'm not sure who is presentating, the hardcopy of it still haven't done. We just finished our phone interview session with Head of Finance department of MMU cyberjaya yesterday. The interview went smoothly, Thanks God.

Within this two days, I found out that I lack too much presentation skills, communications skills and general knowledge. These things are so important, I must improve more on myself, or else I won't be able to speak up at all. Sigh... anyone can guide me?

My room now are so messy coz I have to pack up some of the stuff in a box. Moving out soon, there's a lot of stuff to done. Hopefully, my T will be free next two week to bring back some of my stuff. 33 days more... Seriously, this is the first time, in 4 years in MMU, this is the first time I stay here for more than 3 months without going back. Next month, I'm able to go back and spend another 3 months with my family and friends. Miss them so much. :( Anyway, I crap so much, think I have to end now. After I finish with the slides, I have to start study for final d.

Wish me luck ^^

Trying to finish OB assignment... this assignment is a headache, the topic itself has limited info that I could find on the net. Sigh... this is what happen when you're doing assignment at the very last minutes. At the moment, you realize that you have chosen the wrong topic, and you can't do anything but to proceed. While my other members putting full responsibility on me for the main content of the assignment. I got no choice but to do my best since the deadline is approaching. We have to finish it by tonight or tomorrow morning. I just want to finish this early so I could concerntrate on my final.

Sigh... my hp is 'out' again. I almost buy a new hp yesterday because I am too frustrated that I have to sms to inform my other members about something that is so important. It's time consuming and it getting on my nerves. I was trying to arrange appointment for interview with Cyberjaya Finance Treasury Manager for interview and I couldn't do it because of my stupid hp, but luckily I manage to take the email add of the secretary and I arranged the meeting via emails. So... it is done. Thanks to the internet. ^^

I was not feeling well yesterday, I have headache, maybe because of my tooth. I have to go for dentist as soon as possible, but the earliest I can go is after final examination. So, at the moment, I just have to bare the pain. Giving up all sweets, chocolate and Ice-creams for a while... T_T

I'm afraid to go out these days, you know because of increased crime rate around Malaysia. There's a lot of snatch thief, road bullies, kidnapping and etc~ it makes me feel unsafe whenever I stand on the road. It's so sad, it use to be so peaceful especially in Bukit Beruang but now, everywhere is unsafe. You also can't blame these criminals, as you can see, people are getting desperate because of inflation that was cause by petrol hike and so on. Everyone include you and me are affected. Things are getting expensive, of cause these people will get desperate and do things that ain't suppose to do. Well then, that's just no excuse for do hurting people, right? So, everyone so must take cautious about the situation and help each other, not only to avoid ourself being the victims of crime rate but also to care peoples around us. Some of us are desperate, they need help and we try ourself to help them, you know, to listen to them, give advise and so on so on. Just hope, people look at brighter side, and take hardship as one of their challenges for live a better life. There's no use in making people living in fear everyday.

Anyway, I better get back to work. Time is getting shorter, but we still have lots of things to do especially when we getting older.

This week is crazy, as you can see in the second previous post, I have deadlines from Monday to Friday. So far, so good... I pressume. I still have interview tomorrow regarding my Malaysian Economic assignment. Hopefully I can manage to go through it...

This morning, we've done our presentation for Malaysian Studies. It was awesome. We actually did a sketch on Hakka culture. It was excellent, we get full marks for that. Everyone was happy, but some part of me doesn't seems to be happy. Maybe because I didn't do much because I'm not presenting. Feel kinda down actually... my mouth just can't open everything I wanted to but my brain keep working and working and working... but it just doesn't come out of my mouth.Sigh... maybe something is wrong with me.

I always thought "Silent is Golden". I wonder, if it still have its magical in it.

Anyway, after the presentation, we have a small teabreak. We ate our Hakka food which is call Lei Cha. It's nice~ all vegetables. I like vegetables. We have our chit chat.. erm, they have their chit chat (coz I'm quiet all the time, just giggle a bit when it's time to be laugh).

After that, we went back to Class. As usual, BTM's quiz... we manage to took some picture from Christina Phone... It's nice... feel that it's been a long time since I took my last picture. ^_^

From Right, Winnie, Mei Yee, Christina and Me. Haha, they are so beautiful during that time, isn't it? I look kinda sleepy~ ahhhaha.

After class, I went straight back home, coz my tooth start to ache again and when it happen, it means I'll have headache.

Sigh... Lotsa health problem lately... headache, toothache, stomach ache, etc~ etc~~ I really need to go for medical check up but that's will only happen after 39 days. Yeah, after that, I can go back home~ I miss Klang bah kut teh lo~~ and and,... I miss the scent of my bedroom. T_T

Eh hem, I better get back to study now... Final it's just around the corner~ erm erm...

Minna san gambate ne~