The main reason why I wake up is to study, revised and prepare for today's lecture. I have been acting lazy lately, so need to get myself to work extra time to get things done on time. Well, I took a little time of my extra time to blog. Hahah...
So what's really happen on Saturday?
It was a fine Saturday, but its not like every Saturday that I went through. My family came down to accompany me. My T, my younger brother, my younger sister and even my maid/friend came. They bring all sort of things for me. Mainly are all use to cooking purposes (since I'm spend most of my time alone, so I have to manage my own meal). They even bought Bird Nest for me, you know to get myself healthy, I guess it must be my dad's idea. What's funny is, my T actually brought a bottle of Black Label and few cans of beers. I thought she was joking the other night about bringing whisky along, but she actually brought it. LoL.
So, they reach here about 1-2pm. My bro drove the car which makes me proud and down at the same time. I'm proud because my bro finally grew up =p and I'm down because I still can't drive long distance (So, I need to get myself working for it).
My sister really excited to see me, she brought her doggie (which is mine, btw) to play with me. She hugs me all the time. Each time I saw her, she grew few inches taller which is something that I'm worry about, but not her, its me. One day, she going to be a lot taller than me and I will be the small lady in the family despite my age. (What to do? it is too late for me to grow a little taller, even 1 cm is enough for me but... sigh)
My family
My bro actually brought his laptop (which was previously mine) all the way from Klang just to online in Melaka. LOL. Well, it isn't that bad as it sound. He seldom came down together with my T, partly because he seldom communicate with my T and partly because he spend most of his time doing his things. So, it is very rare to see around and he show up on Saturday made me feel grateful (Eventhough, he likes to bully me all the time).
My T and my maid are friends. They came down here, partly because they were very bored at home but their effort to stay over made me happy. They know I feel kinda lonely here, lol so they purposely come to accompany me. (I hope I'm right, LOL).
So, they came and they cook for me while my bro was watching movie from my PC. My sister doing her things which is to "conteng-conteng" (sketching) on my A4 papers. They even help me do my laundry, clean my kitchen. It was really nice. That is the time when I felt so grateful and lucky to have what I have right now. All headaches and heartaches are recovering tho not fully recovered but recovering.
Too bad my dad didn't come, but it's ok.
Whisky Night
During evening, we all go out for dinner at JJ. Saw Mei Ying there, doing some Digi survey thing. I was a surprise to see her there till I can't open my mouth to talk. (...which I don't know why). She's hardworking and active. It's nice to see her doing her things. Inspire me to work harder. =p
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We have a nice dinner at Shakey (tho not our all time favourite pizza but well, it's the only pizza available in JJ). After that, we window shopped. Then, around 8pm we went back to my place. We do our things- T and Lani were chatting with their "kampong friends" in YM chatroom. They were laughing like hell. LOL. My bro watched Harry Potter Goblet of Fire while I'm playing with my sis.
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Around 10pm, we started to drink. I start off with a can of Carlsberg then whisky+coke while eating T homemade spring rolls. ^^ It was really enjoying. I enjoyed it very much, coz of the taste of Whisky. I missed the taste. =p So we were drinking, do our stuff, laughing and talking. While my sis looks a bit bored, I play with her. She looks sleepy and fell asleep. After a while, Ryan came tag along. My T invite him to drink. It's kinda make me uncomfortable, but then, nothing I can do. Anyway, he enjoy what he's drinking.
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I took 4 glass of whisky, yet I dont' feel enough. We managed to finish 1/2 bottle of it. We all sleep around 3 to 4 am, but I can't sleep. I lay down but my eyes were open. I was refreshed all the things that happen to me in the past. Breakups... emotional breakdown...the on and off relationship... things that ain't suppose to happen to me but it did happen to me. I guess it's part of life. I felt that life are much more difficult that anything that happen to me. Eventhough, right now I feel that I'm hanging somewhere up the fence that are standing between two road. The feeling of on and off of relationship it's really tiring, its feel like hanging on the fence where you can't stand still and don't know where you are suppose to stand. At the end, I decide to put everything behind me because this is not a thing that I suppose to worry about all the time. What I should do now is to work hard to finish off my studies without any regrets.
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My family went back around 3pm. Sad ... but its ok, I'll go back home soon.
Moment of Silent
When I woke up this morning, I got a bad news from my YM chatmates. One of MMU student was pass away. He's a chinese and 19 years old. The cause of the death is still under investigation. It's really a bad news for all of us as we lost our friend. Eventhough I don't know him, but then, I feel sorry for his family and friends. Rest in Peace.
