After of 1 week suffering, I finally able to get back to my work which was to complete a long list of 'TO DO LIST'. @.@"

I've struggled and completed 9 important mission this week - BIN and BEC midterms, BBF Exchange Conversion assignment, BBF Malaysian Economy assignmnent, BIB sponsorship, photostates BBF textbooks, Clean the House, Deal with Wynet regarding my new PC, and my laundry. ~.~" So tired and exhausted, and not enough sleep. Missed few classes this week as well, yet still got other things haven't done.

However, eventhough I'm so buzy and tired, I still have time to watch Chinese drama which was so funny and relaxing. Haha... *Sigh... I'm so sleepy. I haven't sleep for 2 night already because of my assignments and my PC stuff. I think I won't able to sleep tonight as well, and... tomorrow I have 8am class and I have to make new MY card, then I have go 'kaimono at Jusco' then, we going to have steamboat at night celebrating our anniversary of staying 1 year in this apartment. T.T I don't want to take panda version of Susan picture. *Sob *Sob

Yeah! I have my Whitebox now. Yeah~! *Jumping *Jumping...
I moved my PC table to Ryan's room now, since I don't want to disturb Lay Fen's atmosphere, so I have to moved out, but I'll still sleep at my room. Anyway, I feel great with the new Pc, eventhough I have to spend few bucks to get the monitor switch on and few bucks to buy extra sound card. I'm still happy, and I'll be happy without anymore problem from computer anymore.

LoL, that's all for today. I'm hungry and sleepy now. I should be going to sleep now or I'll missed another important class 2moro morning.

Sayounara~!

This week was a moody week for me. Everything seems so gloomy... even the sky looks sad. Within this week, I receive many unhappy news....

London got bombed!!! Oh my god, what happen to this world? Many human lives was taken away and many people got hurt externally and internally, many people will be suffer because of losing their love ones, and what sadden me is all these is done by their own people. I wonder what's going to happen to this world. There's war every where in the world, many innocence people dies because of human stupidity and taking human lives for granted. What actually people want these days? power or money? oh no, power AND money. I don't understand why people willing to kill each other for power and money?? At the end, people dies. Whatever reason for war, that isn't a good reason for killing lives. They are innocence.

Another sad news is... broken hearted couples. Being separated because of one selfishness and greed. People nowdays doesnt' believe in true love anymore. They don't understand the real meaning of true love. What they believe is material love, they say they love each other but behind those 'love' is own selfishness and greed for money and power.

What I know and what I believe is, when two people love each other, two people must share one thing, that is their everything. They shared everything, no matters in what sense. That is why people say when two people together, they are called a couple, a pair. And the way they should live is doing things together, share the same things together, honestly and understanding play an important role. Both of the people must NEVER EVER HIDE something from each other. It will poison the relationship.

Eventhough, some couple are so different with each other but they still live happily every after, how come? tht's because they shared one thing together, that is true love.

Just like the love towards your mother, your father. When you love somebody, you automatically will tell everything... and share everything now matter what it is - your school, your work, your relationship, or whatever that you think you want to talk? grumble? Same things goes to your bf/gf/fiance and so on...

I understand that there's so many people out there are still lost. They couldn't find the right person. What I can say is, when you met someone, the only thing you should aware of is your heart. Your feelings and not anything else... Whatever problem like family objection or whatever obstacle. Go through it together and you will be fine.

We need love in the world, people need to love and care with each other. How I wish the world will end all wars and accept each other of who they are and willing to love and care for each other.

I wish and pray everyday for the goodness in peoples innerself. I believe no matter how bad or how evil a person is, that person has some goodness. And you never know unless you know a person very well.

Dedicated this song to the world. Hoping people know wht I'm talkin about, eventhough my english is so ... *Sigh

This morning I forgotten to wake up for my 8am class, *Sigh... straight missed 2 classes. *Sigh... I don't want it to happen what I've a strangest dreams which makes me to dream on. But when I woke up, I totally forgotten what it is.

Went to watch War of the World at MP. It's a nice movie, very emotional and very unique. Can't believe that I cried in the middle of the movie. It was so emotional, especially when Ray have to choose either to save his son or his daughter. It's so sad...

Went for shopping too, bought 1 blouse and 1 handbag at Tropicana, A white beg from RadioActive and Loreal Facial cleanser and ate Pizza. Spend almost Rm180+ for all that, but forgotten to buy my friend's birthday present.

Chat with Thomas just now,... I think I talked too much until he get irritated of me. Hm... I think I should control my emotion more. Don't talk to much. *Sigh... Don't know what will happen tomorrow. I wish I can put myself together and work harder.

For my studies, and my future... .

Inside My Heaven - Carrie Underwood
I've been down
now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess its right, it's so amazing

everytime I see you I'm alive
you're all I've got
you lift me up
all my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven
take me to the place you cry from
where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall, I'll still be here
holdin you until the day I die
and I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be inside your heaven
take me to the place you cry from
where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
every bit of air you're breathin' in
a soothin' wind

I wanna be inside your heaven

oh yes I do

I wanna be inside your heaven

*Sigh... Since yesterday, my life never been easier. I feel so down, until I couldn't even have the willingness to eat. I've lost my confident again, to myself. I know I couldn't be like that again, I must be strong. I always remember my dad told me "to be strong, You need to be strong". So I must be strong... there's another way to prove myself that I got something that I'm proud of, and hopefully people will be proud of me. I want to be active. I want to make memories before I graduate. I wanted to appreciate every seconds with happiness, laughter and joy with my loves one, my friends, my family and my work. I need to be strong...

I went to class as usual this afternoon, but the outcome is unusual. For Innovation class, I couldn't even understand what was Mr. Amir was lecturing. I was... really blur throughout that 1 hour. Another thing is, I receive Helena's part for the project which I think is not the right one. So,... how? I've to prepare my suggestion so that we can do something, we have no other choice, next monday is our 2nd presentation. There isn't much time. *Sigh... nvm, I'll try to work out something. I think I won't be able to sleep tonight.

There's more surprises in today's HR class, first, there is a quiz and its a tutorial question. I've done the tutorial but... chosen the wrong question. ~.~"
Second surprises is... our chosen topic for HR project got rejected because someone else has taken. ~.~" So have to choose another topic. And because of that, I have to spend 1 1/2 hour in the Lib for Journals which I've chose but not confirm yet. I'm not sure whether it's related to HR. *Thinking...

Next, in the piano class... I've forgotten to finish up my homework... ~.~" and... I couldn't play my songs, which makes me sound terrible. T.T I'm so tired, coz I never eat lunch. I've only eat 2 slices of bread. *Sigh...

And so I finally came to back home... took bath and all then suddenly, Thomas asking me to become probation moderator for Mymmu community forum. I'm surprised but happy about it, and I'll do my best for the forum. ^^

From now on, I'll be very buzy buzy bee. Lot of stuff to do and I won't be expecting to sleep early today. ~.~"

Oklah~! to be continued....

Last Saturday, I went to KL by bus departure here, 11.30am and reached Pudu station about 2.00pm. The purpose for to go KL is because I am the responsible person to get Philippino product's for our IB small project. And so... Ate Toots waiting there, fetch me and bring me to Kotaraya where most Philippino doing business there, eventhough its not a huge company but it just a small business that earn some ringgits to live on.

Well, the result wasn't up to my expectation. There's too many kind of things and its too little quantity that are available. Plus, it ways too expensive. 1 pair of Stepy Net Sandal cost about RM29.

Its double than the original price. *swt Actually, we are targeting on Jewelleries but it seems like we may have a Plan B.

That day, we just went to one places and we went back to Klang. I'm taking Ate Toots to be my model for the Philippino's costume, Maria Clara. You guys can see the picture at my http://snow-snapz.blogspot.com . I'm happy to be at home. Very comfortable... miss my baby sister... miss my bed... miss my tv... *Em *Em ok!

So, I went back to malacca the next morning. I went to the bus station and went back Malacca without bus tickets. Em, I know its a bit weird coz I feel weird and worried along the way because I dont' have any tickets with me. Anytime, the driver will leave me by the road side. But, luckily... it doesn't happen. I went back home safely and with A&W ^^

I was so tired, my whole body aching and feel lazy to go attend classes and guilty for not going to class, but then, I'm motivated to go... I'm tired. *Sigh

*Sigh, Today, I missed my Statistic class again. Damn, I should put myself together! I've been away from class too much. Come on, Susan! You can do it!! *Slap *Slap

Oh ya!! Finally I get my Animes, *Evil Laugh. Can't wait to watch it, but I shall do my homework first. *Namo Amitabha

Aik! It's raining now. +.+ I have to go class later ler~~~~~ aiyo~~ oklah, that is all for now.