My "Holiday" plan
Holiday now... and my plan for this short holiday is being alone in the house. T.T Yeah... that's right. Everyone has gone back to their hometown. Me? stuck in Melaka for 1 week. But... its not bad at all.
I'm alone, then I don't have to worry about people. I only worry about myself and take care of myself only. I cleaned the house, cook my own food, do my own laundry... what most important is, I can play SIM2 all day long. Hahaha... I play CS:S and use all the line myself. =p
I've downloaded so many mtvs and video clips of Kelly clarkson, Lindsay Lohan and Avril Lavigne. yeah~! v^.^v
Em... and I won't be forgetting my studies. I have to catch up everything that I've left. It's going to be very very tough for me. Oh ya! and assignment too. ~.~ Anyway, I have to be strong. ^_^
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I love this song so much, Because of You by Kelly Clarkson.
will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
