Few hours from now, first day of my 22nd years will over. Am I happy? well, I don't know... I feel happy yet I feel unhappy. So I really don't really don't know how I feel. Anyway, thanks to Ivan, Han Wei, Lay Fen, Shahzlan, Lee, Amurthavalle, Peiti, Jessie and Ryan for wishing me happy birthday. Thanks a lot. I'm really happy eventhough its just a wish.

Well, my family forgotten... but luckily my cute brother still remember and wish me.

Feel a bit dissappointed... my mom didn't call, don't know what is she thinking. didn't see her for couple of years know. I don't want to visit her but then, I have to, coz she still my mom.

Today is one special day, I woke up, do my laundry, then found out I forgotten to open up the hole for the outlet. By the time, I know, its too late, I mess up the whole kitchen, so I have to do the "sweep and mop" duty. Then, I took a icy cold shower...
After that, call up pizza deliver, ... order Meal Combo 2 for four person and Chicken wings. Around 6, we take dinner, then suddenly weird things happen, suddenly short circuit, but dont' know which part.

That is when I found out that Ivan staying the same area as I staying here. lol

Sigh... I feel like drink beer or whisky to make myself drunk. This year no birthday cake. This is the first time happen to me.

How I wish I could have a birthday that someone can drive me out somewhere beautiful have dinner, party or something. Something that people can do for me, but I guess. Its useless. huh? everything have to come from myself.
I guess... as we grow up, people around us will slowly slowly dissappear, at the end. There will be only you.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SUSAN.