Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Two Dramas in One Week
I managed to watch two dramas in one week. Haha... I just finished it yesterday. =p
Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan
Its a very humorous, historical, romantical story casted by Hu Ge, Liu Yi Fei, An Yi Xuan, and many more.
More info -> http://www.spcnet.tv/forums/showthread.php?t=10892
Its in chinese characters, I don't know what it means but, at least give you the idea, what kind of a story it is. This story is actually made up from PC games. Well, Ryan said that, the dramas doesn't really reflect the real story from the games. Well, I never play that games cause I can't read chinese. T_T Anyway, its worth to watch.
Wang Zi Bian Qing Hua
Tian Yue and Jun Hao ^^
The main cast of Wang Zi Bian Qing Hua - Ming Dao, Joe Chen, Joyce, Sam Wang
Currently, my most favourite taiwanese dramas, besides the cute guys, the story is very damn funny, you can laugh from the beginning of the episode till the end. It was very funny. The main character, is Sen Jun Hao played by Ming Dao of 183 club, Yue Tian Yu by 7 Flowers's Joe ??? forgotten her name.
Anyway, this dramas is so touching, and its very very very very nice to watch. ^^
* MUST WATCH
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Complication
Sigh, these few week will have to stay at home, because I broke, and I owe peoples money too. It's so not like me, to owe people's money, but sigh...
It's ok, as long as I still have things to eat, I won't die that easily. *touch wood
After I came from Jap Class yesterday, I was so bored and sleepy, there is nothing else to do coz you know 1 subject for this semester and its like 2 hours, 3 days for 1 week. So, went to clean my laundry, too bad, the weather doesn't not permit me to clean the whole bunch of laundry. So, just a few and its still haven't dry till now.
So, while I was doing my laundry, as usual check buletin, friendster, email, blog, and download some songs.
After 3 or 4 hours, I started to feel ... empty again. So, I practiced my Hiragana writing till Ryan came back bring me for dinner at 6pm. We ate Roti Canai for dinner to save some money for these 2 weeks before our parents bank-in allowance for us. While we was eating, we have an
argument. Sigh~ It was terrible, we both were arguing about
guys become complicated because of girls's complication.
For me, I feel that
both guys and girls feel complicate about each other, when there is
misunderstanding + mysterious behaviour + wandering thought about each other. There is
neither guys are more complicate than girls nor the other way around. It is just that, when guys could
not understand what girls is thinking, they tend to
face mysterious reaction or behaviour that usually makes them have this
"wandering thought". Once they
couldn't understand the reason why girls feel that way or act that way, they will say
"girls are complicated" While on the other hand,
girls will feel the same way and act the same way ask guys do, and they will say
"guys are complicated".You see, these thing
happen when both of them are not acknowledge that they both are curious about each other. When one of them, started to
get tired of puzzle solving, quarreling happen.
If there only, both of them
not to think too much about each other's expectation and just
be yourself. Confront them by
telling them what you actually want and express it in a
proper way so that they don't feel hurt. These things won't have happen.
Well, as you know, it is
not easy to do, because the word
"afraid" is still in our mind. Some people, afraid that the other person will get hurt or might think different about yourself and whatsoever, but, it is easier if
you act like the way you want to, not the way he want to.
Even if there is times when
you want like this but he don't like and want like that. Then, you both
have to talk, confront each other, explain and change if there is something that satisfy both of you. Communication is very important between two people,if you
try to hide something, that something
will become a big issue in future.
<--definitely became an issue now
I understand this concept very well but then, there are times when my mind are control by my emotion and not my mind, that usually make me act like a baby. That's really hurt Ryan, I know that, so I told him what I actually feel, and show him that I'm sorry, and you know what, at the same time, he knows he done a little bit too much of talking, and feel that, he being acting emotionally, and he knows his wrong for eating all my kuih kapek. At the end, he make up to me, and we happy.
Everyone is complicated if you believe its complicated and feel complicated. Its just a matter of understanding, if you understand and believe that its easy and not as complicated as you think, then it won't be complicated. Believe in yourself and feel for yourself. Sometimes its because of the other people's complication, it becomes our complication.
Don't believe in anything, other than yourself actually experience it.
Monday, November 21, 2005
Happiness
As you know, I went back Klg last Friday for my
dad's 54th birthday saturday night dinner. It was held at my house, we have bbq, my dad's very own
Bah Kut Teh & Rice, Sweet & Sour Fish Head, and Pineapple Salad. It was delicious, in fact, it was
my favourite food. My dad's cooking. Yum~ Yum~
Among the guests invited are all my dad's old friends, my grandma, and my bro's gang. It was a very fun night.
My dad is happy, we are happy.We have our
karaoke and pub section that night. hahaha... I drank
Vodka that night, didn't get drunk but It was great. hahaha.... we
dance all night. It was so hot. Too bad, I couldn't snap any picture that night coz my T forgotten to charge the battery for the camera. =.=" Anyway, the most important thing is...
we have fun.The next day, we went shopping~! You know, when it comes to year end, everything must be prepared for New Year. The old stuff must change to new stuff. Hahaha... especially x'mas is coming soon, its time to hunt for present.
Oh ya, stepgrandfather is sick, so my T will fly over to Philippines to visit him, and you know what, we will bring them over to Malaysia. yeah~! it will be so much fun. Miss them very much. Hehehe...
And oh, hahah, I forgotten to tell, I made a 2 more stuff toys, one is for my sister, a pig, another one is for, *em *em. =p can't tell because it is a surprise for someone. hehe...
So now, came back to Melacca~ to continue my japanese language. There's a lot of things to do but I will not complaint about it anymore, nor be down by it. I want to change, for the better because I finally found the way to learned on how to make myself to reach the light again. I will continue to struggle in this life because I believe I will be bless with happiness in the end.
We should be grateful, and happy because you know what, we have more than we need in order to survive in this world. Some people are suffering because of greed, power, and delusion of others. Happiness can be find, if we look carefully within our heart and mind.
Let's us find our happiness within ourselves.
Friday, November 18, 2005
At Last
Finally~ I come out with my own layout. Hahah~~!! I'm so~ happy. Eventhough its a bit simple, but overall, I'm satisfy. I like the background music, a song from Chiqi Peneda. How Will I Know... its a very nice and meaningful song from a filipino movie. I guess, they should have watched it, its a popular movie in Philippine, I can't remember what's the title. Its very touching story. I cried when I watch it. haha =p Like it very much.
I'm going back hometown tomorrow, ^.^ yeah~! Wanna spend more time with my dad especially during his birthday. ^.^ I love you o! papa, don't know whether you see this blog or not. Haha... =p
This is the latest picture we took together the bbq nite before I came back to Melacca. All member in my family except my bro went Raya at his friends place, so we only took his scooter as replacement. ahaha
Went to Jap class this week. ^_^ it was fun, with all the new faces around. Hehe... its nice to learn Japanese again. So that, next time, I can communicate with Amanda in Japanese language. Hahahaha... It must be weird. hehehe....
Sore Ja~! Got to take a rest, I use the whole day to complete this blogskin.
Arigatougozaimasu, for visiting this site again and again. For those who are first comer, Thanks. ^.^
Sunday, November 13, 2005
New Layout = Failed
Ok, plan to change layout, but seems like the skins that other ppl create it doesn't satisfy me, and thanks to anonymous for saying it sux. Ok, nevermine, I'll make myself one. If I got the time. Sigh~
Going back to Klang next week Thursday
One word, Bored.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Cracking my Head
While I was busy cleaning yesterday afternoon, I was thinking all sort of things that cracked my head.
1st, Amanda's birthday coming, and we haven't buy any present yet? @_@"
The Problem is, She's so mysterious, hard to predict whether she like certain things, except cats. 6.6 but, I bet many people for sure will buy things related to cats or kittens. Erm... sigh, I will keep thinking on this one. She's one special friend.
2nd, My skin begin to looks like dry veggie, I need to buy my lotions.
The problem is, 1 word, transportation. =.=
3rd, There is 2 more rooms to clean up before Monday.
The problem is, I'm afraid I do not have the time to prepare for my jap class. Well, I guess I just pace things up.
4th, Electric and Streamyx bill need to pay before 19 November, but no Cash T_T
Non-cash property I got a lot, but shortage for cash.
5th, My Piano class starting next week, and I haven't practise. +.+
The main problem here is, I no longer able to use my Organ, its lost its voice. Sigh, I don't have any devices to practice.
6th, There are 2 pails of dirty laundry still waiting to get clean.
Frankly, I should I throw it in the washing machine last sunday, if its not because of the stupid fellar who disturb the main water supply. Because of that, we thought it was just normal interruption just like in normal day but, know what? we survived after 5 days of living-without-water life.
7th, My Mother's request for our photograph to be send to her house, and still not yet done.
We couldn't make it to our meeting when I was still in Klang, all because of transportation, it is so inconvenient to ask my stepmom to drive me there since they are so buzy, and I can't ignore my dad's anger over all the things happen.
8th, My dad's birthday coming soon, I have no idea what to do or give.
Last year, I gave a small rabbit jade bought from World Of Feng Shui. According to them, it for safety, health, wealth and happiness along the way. Em, now, what should I give? another WOF product? I need to do something more memorable, and give a special message that I love him and care of him very much. But.. the problem is, how? or what?
9th, The next chapter of Da Vinci Code, wondering what happen next. ~.~
This book, I tell you, the minute you start reading this book, you will never want to stop.
10th, Recalling The Exorcism of Emily Rose Story to make myself understand.
Just because it is a true story, it bother means, when She, Emily Rose was possessed by 6 Demons and one of them is the Strongest God of Demon, Lucifer. It does have a good ending there, but the whole process was very scary and thrilling. >.<
11th, How to earn more money legally?
I wonder how other university student earn thousand a month while they are struggling to get result with flying colours. I need to know
12th, Should I buy Radio or Speaker?
I need music, everyday. Without it, I feel life has no rhythm, and my life will be like a straight lame line. If Ryan doesn't use my PC that often, I don't think I should buy either of them. The problem is, he use it quite often and I can buy a radio, but only below Rm100 which I saw most is those typical radio with cassette player, I couldn't play any of my favourite song when I feel like playing it. That's why I consider a cheap pc speaker, to plug in with my mp3 player, but then, means I got 2 speaker. @_@
13th, Should I buy 61 Key Keyboard or 88 Key Keyboard?
I need to buy a Keyboard to practise my piano skills. The problem is 61 or 88? 61 is much cheaper than 88 but, I can use it till level 7. After that, I have to change to 88 key. So... erm.. thinking thinking...
14th, Should I consider of buying a camera?
I don't know whether should buy or not, either way, I won't be able to buy though-no money, just have to beg for my dad for one. Not sure whether I should do that? think should consider the economic condition.
15th, What else can I sell, beside clothing, computer parts and etc?
My garage sales will be up soon, hopefully after I finish clean up my messy house. At the meantime, I'm searching things to sales to get some cash. I'm going to broke. T_T
16th, When is my roomate is coming back?
Well, Lay Fen usually don't tell people when she will be back from hometown, this is so typical of her.
17th, Should I rent the whole room for RM240 after my roomate move out next academic year? -.-"
My roomate will moved next academic year, I should now thinking of renting the whole big room for RM240 permonth + water or share the half with stranger. @_@
18th, When and How can I get myself awarded Dean's list. ~_~"
Sigh...
19th, How to discipline myself? @_@
How?? the hard way or soft way? hard way scare I cannot tahan, the soft way scare I won't change. guess hard-soft way.
20th, Miss my tortoise~~ don't know how are they now in Ipoh... Sigh my tortoise moved to Ipoh with their daddy. I use to worry about them very much, but now I don't have to worry about them anymore but I miss them. T_T
Sigh.. all these things keep coming to me over and over again. There's too much things to do in so little time. I guess I lepak too much, but everytime I tried to remind myself, usually end up playing SIM2 again.
Speaking of SiM, I created 2 character mimic just like myself and my bf. We went to University, fall in love, graduate, staying in the same house, going to work, and get married. hahaha, It's a lot of fun, you know, when you get mad at him, you can smack him. (Revenge) hehehe... fun fun fun...
To be Continued . . .
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Updating.... after So Long
Finally got the time to update my blog, sigh. I just came back from Klang last Sunday, I've been lofting around while cleaning every little part of my house till today and I haven't finish cleaning coz I was busy wasting my time.
Now, its time update whatever I've left~
My everyday life is sleep at 2am, wake up at 2pm in the afternoon, eat lunch, usually cook by my maid or ta pao from Bah Kut Teh Shop. Then, walking around the house looking for something to do, at the end, I would usually end up playing with my little sister or tutor her. After that, around 5pm till 6pm, I would take a bath, pamper myself with body care product or whatever. Then, I play with my cat, Lizzie and Lila Kitten. After that, we will have family dinner at our new dining room where we can watch Astro at the same time. After dinner, we rest awhile before we start our karaoke session around 9pm, then pub session around 10pm where we drink Jack Daniel's whisky, volka, or Beer, and it just three of us, my T, me and my maid.
Believe it or not, we tend to have the same routine everyday except few nights, when we attend a fren's wedding dinner and halloween night. On my dad's fren's daughter wedding, we met so many old old friends, Mr. Goh, Mr. Saw, and many many more which is my dad's old friend, which make me friend to them as well. I was happy to see them coz they are so happy as a retiree. I met this new uncle who use to be a nation soldier.
At first, my impression to him was, he is smart, tough and experienced guy. I like the way he talk, there is lot of english slangs. He told us that he can't speak chinese eventhough his chinese. Well, it wasn't surprise me at all, even my dad can't speak mandarin, or my mom can't read mandarin words. They all went to english schools when they was young. So, this uncle speaks to us, eventhough he drink a little bit but whatever that comes from his mouth make sense. He's very friendly and nice, he ask me what I major in, and I told him. He only advised me a few words, and I realise something. He asked me, if he is a poor man and he has only 1 dollar to spend, will I take it away from him? He asked me... in my heart, I say of cause I won't, but my mouth say I don't know. Well, the uncle told me, if you don't have the heart to take that 1 dollar, then business is not suitable for you. I'm silent a little, and I guess that he was right. Business is not my thing, sigh... He also advised me to be tough. I will take those words and remember it coz I dont' know when will I see him again. We left the place, after I thanked him for those words.
After that, lot of thinking has been playing in my mind. I still can't think what actually I'm capable of. I really dont' know. I can't predict my future anymore. I can't imagine who I am in t he future. Sigh... I told this to Ryan, he said, I'm so late bloomer. Everyone's "searching identity period" already over, and I still haven't find mine. Sigh...
When I came back to Melacca, I feel that I was a lucky girl, but back here, away from family, I'm not lucky at all. My studies are not working right, my life is not satisfied and I'm hunting for more. Well, I guess I have to accept it coz like everybody said "nothing is prefect".
I'm looking forward for the new term, I took only 1 subject - Jap language, coz I do not have any other subject to take. So, I have a lot of plans to do for next sem. Hopefully, at the beginning of 3rd terms this year, I would be fully prepared.
Right now, I just going to enjoy my last minutes holiday with Ryan and my SIM2 Nightlife and University.
And right, ... I going to have sales going on soon. I want to get rid those un-use and unwanted things, hopefully I could exchange it for some money. (Coming Soon)
Lizzie ^^
My new kitty, Lila Kitten ^^
I made this, blue bunny ^^
Taken this picture with my little Sis, Arlene, Before we attend a Wedding Dinner.
Blurrish Picture, taken with Lani at the Wedding Dinner.
Pictures of T, taken by Me. ^^
That's all from now...
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