I'm still struggling finish my assignment these few days. I got no time to spare for any entertainment at all. Eventhough I have a little moment to play, I couldn't enjoy it. Damn, I'm so tension right now. A lot of things happening today. I don't have the energy to type it all out, maybe next time. What I can say is, I'm tired, I'm tense, I'm sad, I'm dissappointed, I'm not happy, and I'm feeling like I'm far away from the light.
What should I do to make me feel stronger again? I don't know, but I know I don't want to be lost in the darkness again.
Sigh... this is me, left by her own mother, living all her life finding everything that she could to heal her broken hearted and live complete differently from anyone else. It makes her feel not only different but imcomplete as well.
Wish, I'm a Snowgirl whose skin are fair and white, whose face like an angel who could gives inspiration to anyone that sees her, just like what everyone loves. Maybe my mother won't be leaving me for I'm exactly the opposite.
Now I don't even know where she is. T_T
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