Fight within Me
3 weeks from now, I'm going to have my first final paper. I'm freaking out everytime thinking of it. Time passes so fast like a blink of eye. There's only few weeks left before everything over. I'm waiting for a new beginning in new sem but I guess, I have to be strong to go through this, eventhough its so painful whenever thinking about it.
This sem, I failed to overcome the my fear of being rejected, lot of things happening within my mind. Its like I having a conversation and dealing with the other side of me. I tried to convince myself that, everything will be fine, we do whatever we should do. There are times I broke down but then, it's alot better than last time. I learned my lesson well and I hope for gods blessing to help me go through few weeks.
I believe that in order to get something, you need to sacrifice something. I wonder if you all agree with me.
