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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Major changes

Finally able to get in touch with the cyber world. Lot's of things happening this few days. Emotionally and mentally not stable lately. I don't know where to start actually, kinda tired now but still wanted to blog coz if not, I won't be able to write anything because there's too much in my mind.

There are 2 changes in my life right now...

the first, yeap... like most of you might guess it right. I'm in a relationship now. I never expect it to be like this but it's just happen. Someone who take me as who I am and constantly made me happy. You know, love and relationship remains complicated to me. Fears of hurting are still inside my heart. I'm hoping and believing that 'he' will never let me down and will always treat me this way.

the second changes I was talking about is that, Amurtha is leaving the company today, I had to learn all the stuff that she's been doing for the past few month coz I have to takeover her jobs from tomorrow onwards. I will be very very very very busy. Hope I'll be tough enough, to speak out like I never use to speak and be tough like I never use to be. Erm~! wish me luck! and ... my dear brother, please help your jie2 here, accounting department only got You & Me.

Friday, October 27, 2006
Pictures during Deepavali


The Rest of my Days

Haha, I thought I was going to be very bored the next day. Luckily, DR ask me out. We went to watch Grudge 2 but we were late 20 minutes because of our dinner and it's raining heavily during that evening. It's ok, we still manage to catch up with the show since the story are very similar to Grudge 1.

I reach home early that night and I'm happy. ^^

Right now, I'm bored again... the cable fellar fly my aeroplane AGAIN. So pissed off. I was planning to study, hahahah ya, study~ but found out that the book that I was looking for are in the box that I've left in Melaka. Sigh...

What to do? I watched 2 more epi of Love in Harvard. The story now getting very emotional. Hahaha... trying to skip the painful part where the couple split. The next epi will show they meet again after 3 years where they graduated and worked. Erm...

After watching... I played Lemonade Tycoon 2. Hahahha... this is the time I always remember Yean Fern for uploading a bunch of games into my PC which I use to think it's wasting my hardisk. =p hahahah... Anyway, *huggies thanks...

2 more days before I start to work again. This time I better get more spirit to work seriously. Time is passing real fast, everything changes. For me, this is the life that I'm going to live after I graduate. It will be this life. Wake up 8am, going to work at 9am, back from work at 5pm, dinner at 6pm, sleep at 12am. The Weekdays daily circle, I call it. Well, this is only the beginning, there's long way to go. Many many things that I've expected it to come but somehow, it is just a matter of time.

Lot of stuff that I wanted to express it out but somehow I feel that it is better to keep inside before I break someone else's heart again. What I can say is I'm very happy with my life now, eventhough happiness is never constant, challenges are awaiting us somewhere in future but we can be happy if we can go through this challenges. The most important thing is always be strong. When you are weak, there are always someone who are always there, willing to share it with you. You just have to keep your eyes open to see who they are.
Oklah, enough of crapping... hahahah
T o b e c o n t i n u e d . . .

Monday, October 23, 2006
How I spend first 3 days of Holiday

I've been kinda MIA lately because I still couldn't online using my pc because my line haven't fix yet till now. That fellar promised to come last friday never show up and because of Hari Raya and Deepavali, I guess I have to wait till next week. Aihhhh~~~~~~

Lot of things happening in my life right now, until I don't know how to tell you guys. Last friday I got myself drunk. I was celebrating Lanie's birthday, her member came over, and we have couple of drinks. We were enjoying and all... I was happy, you know... drinking whisky like drinking coke, omg I tell you, I'm sick the next day and I had to cancel my date. I was planning to sleep the whole day, buttt... I was forced to get up for house visiting. I tell you~~~ I hardly stand still, and was suffering the whole morning at other people's house. Couldn't eat, couldn't drink, couldn't sleep, couldn't go back. Sigh... how embarassing.

I went to Uncle Raja's house. One of my dad's old old old friend. It was a cheerful atmosphere over there, it just that I had to pretend that I'm ok all the time. I had a little bit of Butu Mayam, it was my favourite but too bad I lose my appetite. Sit there about 2 to 3 hours, then we headed to Uncle Jaya's house, also one of my dad's old old old friend. I feel ok a bit at that time, and feel a bit hungry so I took some Nasi Berani with Kurma and Veggie. Sit there about 2 to 3 hours. Dad was very drunk at the time coz he drinking whisky since the 1st house we went. Later on, we went to another uncle's house, I couldn't remember what his name as I never seen him before. Dad was heavily drunk, and he had to rest himself for a while. At the mean time, me, T, Ate Cha and Lanie just have to sit there for 4 to 5 hours eating Muruku with sirap and watch AXN. We went back and reach home around 6pm.

I was really tired of sitting. I went back clean myself, had dinner then sleep.

The next day, I wake up very early to prepare myself for whole day outing. DR fetched me around 12 something, we headed to Kota Damansara. A place that I've never go before. It was nice modern place I can say, with lotsa shopping centres. Hahaha... I had a wonderful day with DR that day. ^^ very happy. I wish to go there again. ^^ Feel reluctant to leave, wish I could stay a night there but it's impossible. I reached home around 12am, feel kinda tired, so I lay down and fall asleep.

Today, feel kinda bored, playing games and watched 3 epi of Korean series, Love in Harvard. Stop watching it for awhile coz could sense that bad things are going to happen. Erm... I'm not in the mood for some trouble scene. Erm... So I continue play games, and listening to music.

I just had my dinner, online a while, blog a while, then I dunno what else to do. Sighhhh.... don't know what I'm going to do tomorrow. aihhhhhh.....

Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Tension

1st day of work was OK, normal, nothing stressing or pressuring coz all I do is key in some figures in the system and print out the bill. Today is the 2nd day, kinda pressuring coz boss planning to let me handle import shipment of one customer. I'm afraid I couldn't do it. Afraid that I might say something stupid and mess the whole thing.

God, if only I'll be more courage and brave enough to face the challenges that coming my way. Arrgghh...

*pray *pray

Saturday, October 14, 2006
Home Sweet Home

At last, my 4 month suffering in Melaka has come to an end. I'm finally at home, where I can eat and sleep whenever I want. =p Hahah...Sound like a spoiled kid huh? Anyway, I could only do this until tomorrow. Monday onwards, I have to start my internship at my dad's. Yeap~ it is, very soon but there was no choice for. I just have to accept it.

Anyway, using my bro's laptop now with the cacat'ness'. I should be able to online using my own pc next week. Hopefully~~

Till then, I'll stop here... Have a niceeee~~~~ day~

Friday, October 06, 2006
Worst Exam Day of My Life

Today, I had a worst exam day in my whole life. Well, it is my fault actually.

15 minutes before walking to campus for Malaysian studies examination, I wanted to make sure the venue for the exam is at ACR1002 which is very far to walk... took about at least 10 minute to reach there. So ok, it is at ACR.

Then... I went out, walked a little faster so that I could reach there few minutes earlier to catch my breath but... once I reached there, while I was catching some air, and ready to enter the venue, I was searching for my exam slip and you know what? I LEFT THE SLIP ON MY DESK. ~_~""""""" I was so damn angry with myself. I had rushed back home to take that stupid piece of paper.

I was 15 minutes late for the exam and know what? I came out after 45 minutes. Hahaha Luckily it is just MCQ.

Sigh... What a day. This is the first time I'm 15 minute late for an exam. *bang bang myself for being so blur and careless.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Upd@t3 'ing'

Haha, it's time to update my blog~ It's going to be a longggg entry...

I'm on my exam week now, kinda tension, but it's ok, beside having several sleepless night, several stomachache and headache, I still manage to go through this hardship, at least 50% now. Thanks to my friends who cheering for me, wishing me luck. ^^ I'm so grateful to know all of you. Eventhough, we just known each other for like less than a month, but I known you all for a very long time. Haha... Kboxer and Kboxing are cool~! =p

8 more days, I'll move out from this house. Kinda sayang this place coz it brings a lot of sweet memories. Oh well, life moves on... each and everyone of us got our own goals to achieve, our own life to live. We could only remember the time we use to be together and hopefully someday we will meet again and go for yam cha. Maybe bring along you, gf, bf, husband and wives along, or maybe your kids and we will laugh together like we use to be. :p

Suddenly, don't know what else should I report here, I felt kinda tired after 3 papers of exams in 2 days. Seriously, my health are deteriorating, I need to do medical check up and go to dentist to fix my aching tooth. Sigh... I've not taking care of myself very well, huh? So useless,... I always wish other people to take care of themself but I never really take care of myself. Sigh...
forgive me.
OH YA~~ hahaha forgotten to report one thing. I finally get my new hp~~~!!! W810i. Yea~! and I'm loving it~!
Some of the picture taken with my new gadget.

My gang, hahaha, from left, Lani, Arlene, Charina, and T. ^^ This picture taken during our Karaoke session in Centerpoint. We went singing like nobody business because we were bored at that time and T suddenly want to sing. So we just went it.

My younger bro, taken he has his haircut. ^^; Leng chai le~ like gangster. =p No ar, just kidding. Seriously, the quality of the pic ain't the same as it viewed in the phone. Em... i'm kinda dissappointed tho, but it's ok. You know what, the picture look greeny coz my whole house painted with green, ~_~" except for my room =p.


hehehe, ingredient for BBQ and Steamboat. Yummy~! It's dad's idea.
Someone's cooking. ;p

Me, me and Me... hahaha


Oklah, that's all for today. =p Need to get some rest, I'm falling asleep.

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