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Monday, July 31, 2006

Family's Visit

It's has been quite sometimes since the last 6 o'clock morning that I wake myself. I woke up feeling fresh. It's weird because this is the first time after so long that I wake up at 6 o'clock without feeling sleepy. Maybe it's because I sleep too much for the last few days, so I don't feel tired at all.

The main reason why I wake up is to study, revised and prepare for today's lecture. I have been acting lazy lately, so need to get myself to work extra time to get things done on time. Well, I took a little time of my extra time to blog. Hahah...

So what's really happen on Saturday?

It was a fine Saturday, but its not like every Saturday that I went through. My family came down to accompany me. My T, my younger brother, my younger sister and even my maid/friend came. They bring all sort of things for me. Mainly are all use to cooking purposes (since I'm spend most of my time alone, so I have to manage my own meal). They even bought Bird Nest for me, you know to get myself healthy, I guess it must be my dad's idea. What's funny is, my T actually brought a bottle of Black Label and few cans of beers. I thought she was joking the other night about bringing whisky along, but she actually brought it. LoL.

So, they reach here about 1-2pm. My bro drove the car which makes me proud and down at the same time. I'm proud because my bro finally grew up =p and I'm down because I still can't drive long distance (So, I need to get myself working for it).

My sister really excited to see me, she brought her doggie (which is mine, btw) to play with me. She hugs me all the time. Each time I saw her, she grew few inches taller which is something that I'm worry about, but not her, its me. One day, she going to be a lot taller than me and I will be the small lady in the family despite my age. (What to do? it is too late for me to grow a little taller, even 1 cm is enough for me but... sigh)

My family

My bro actually brought his laptop (which was previously mine) all the way from Klang just to online in Melaka. LOL. Well, it isn't that bad as it sound. He seldom came down together with my T, partly because he seldom communicate with my T and partly because he spend most of his time doing his things. So, it is very rare to see around and he show up on Saturday made me feel grateful (Eventhough, he likes to bully me all the time).

My T and my maid are friends. They came down here, partly because they were very bored at home but their effort to stay over made me happy. They know I feel kinda lonely here, lol so they purposely come to accompany me. (I hope I'm right, LOL).

So, they came and they cook for me while my bro was watching movie from my PC. My sister doing her things which is to "conteng-conteng" (sketching) on my A4 papers. They even help me do my laundry, clean my kitchen. It was really nice. That is the time when I felt so grateful and lucky to have what I have right now. All headaches and heartaches are recovering tho not fully recovered but recovering.

Too bad my dad didn't come, but it's ok.

Whisky Night

During evening, we all go out for dinner at JJ. Saw Mei Ying there, doing some Digi survey thing. I was a surprise to see her there till I can't open my mouth to talk. (...which I don't know why). She's hardworking and active. It's nice to see her doing her things. Inspire me to work harder. =p

We have a nice dinner at Shakey (tho not our all time favourite pizza but well, it's the only pizza available in JJ). After that, we window shopped. Then, around 8pm we went back to my place. We do our things- T and Lani were chatting with their "kampong friends" in YM chatroom. They were laughing like hell. LOL. My bro watched Harry Potter Goblet of Fire while I'm playing with my sis.

Around 10pm, we started to drink. I start off with a can of Carlsberg then whisky+coke while eating T homemade spring rolls. ^^ It was really enjoying. I enjoyed it very much, coz of the taste of Whisky. I missed the taste. =p So we were drinking, do our stuff, laughing and talking. While my sis looks a bit bored, I play with her. She looks sleepy and fell asleep. After a while, Ryan came tag along. My T invite him to drink. It's kinda make me uncomfortable, but then, nothing I can do. Anyway, he enjoy what he's drinking.

I took 4 glass of whisky, yet I dont' feel enough. We managed to finish 1/2 bottle of it. We all sleep around 3 to 4 am, but I can't sleep. I lay down but my eyes were open. I was refreshed all the things that happen to me in the past. Breakups... emotional breakdown...the on and off relationship... things that ain't suppose to happen to me but it did happen to me. I guess it's part of life. I felt that life are much more difficult that anything that happen to me. Eventhough, right now I feel that I'm hanging somewhere up the fence that are standing between two road. The feeling of on and off of relationship it's really tiring, its feel like hanging on the fence where you can't stand still and don't know where you are suppose to stand. At the end, I decide to put everything behind me because this is not a thing that I suppose to worry about all the time. What I should do now is to work hard to finish off my studies without any regrets.

My family went back around 3pm. Sad ... but its ok, I'll go back home soon.

Moment of Silent

When I woke up this morning, I got a bad news from my YM chatmates. One of MMU student was pass away. He's a chinese and 19 years old. The cause of the death is still under investigation. It's really a bad news for all of us as we lost our friend. Eventhough I don't know him, but then, I feel sorry for his family and friends. Rest in Peace.

Friday, July 28, 2006

Spending my time

SHOPPING
Last Saturday, I went shopping in JJ, alone. No choice, because I'm alone that day and bored. Luckily, it was sales months. I bought...

1. 2 Hush Puppies blouse which about RM50+ after discount.
2. Self study Filipino language for RM25 (gonna learn this language so that I could 3. talk to my step grandparent in Philippine)
4. Mastering English book cost about RM28 (Need to brush up my English, it's so messed up and ... sound bad =.=")
5. A diary so that I can replace my lost diary to keep my schedule on track which cost me Rm18-20
6. Groceries, ingredient to cook and foods to eat, but forgotten to buy cooking oil, all these cost me RM60+

Half day shopping cost me almost RM200 + Taxi fees RM14, Sigh.

I need to save more more more money, the price of products keep increasing.

ACADEMIC
I'm trying to catch up with studies coz I've been MIA for couple of lessons. >.< FORUMS
Mymmu.net like usual, just changed ownership of the portal to Lance. The big marketing plan doesn't really work out. Sigh. Waiting for next move from Lance, he's the boss now.

Another Forum created by my bro, he made me become the moderator of the forum without asking me. ~_~" Well, I'll be patience since he's my only brother and I sayang my brother very much but then, don't forget to pay me what you owe me.

Oklah... nothing much to say about. I better start working on my studies... it's running out of time. Week 6 almost over. How fast the time goes.

Ohya, tomorrow my T and the gang come to stay over. ^.^

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Catching up with me

It's my sixth week now and what am I doing in the past 5 weeks? Seriously, I don't even know what I'm doing. Over and over again I kept telling myself to stop relaxing but I just can't get myself working harder. Sigh...

CLASSES
End up taking six subject instead, I dropped French and don't ask me why? I just can't get that 'r' = 'air' pronounciation and I have no confident that I'm able to learn that language in 14 weeks. It's impossible for me. I rather take Japanese, because why? one, I could improve my Japanese, and two, I could pass easily and the change of getting an A for it is must higher. Hahha...

Anyway, recently I'm busy getting my life back on track. Trying to put myself together and force myself to go for class eventhough most of the time, the class keep cancelling when I actually go for classes which actually made me really mad, ~_~" but it's ok. I'll be patience, 8 more weeks will over very very very soon. As time goes that fast, I'll have to meet all of my assignments due dates very very soon. Right now, we manage to settle BME, just waiting for interview session, maybe next week. So... got to prepare. Then, I manage to finish our job for PMS assignment, now waiting for presentation. Other assignment.... BOB still in haven't started, BET in progress, calling Vatsala tomorrow, BLE assignment... still no sound lecturer haven't announce anything on assignment. Same goes to BTM.

Sigh... dont 'know why this trimester classes mostly conducted at night, it's good for me and bad for me. Hahah, good coz I dont' have to skip class coz I can't wake up in the morning and it's bad for me coz I feel sleepy everything I taken my dinner, but of cause I won't sleep after dinner. =p

PREPARING FOR TRAINING
I'm preparing for Training next trimester, right now waiting for my Confirmation for student status letter from my supervisor. Can't wait to go back hometown work at my dad's company coz can't wait to experience new life. I know... working life is bored... but if you work what you love to work, you won't feel bored. Really. Anyway, training start on 16 October - 6 January, that's 3 month. It is just nice.

FINDING PLACE TO MOVE
I still can't find a suitable place to move. One reason is that I too choosy. I wanted to stay near campus and have good housemates and good house/room conditions. The truth is, I like this place so much that I can't lay my eyes on those houses, but then, I have to leave. No choice.

Aunty Toots will come over this Friday. She will bring something for me. Haha, my favourite foods and some serious stuff, and plus, she will drive me around to find place. So... that's about it.
GOOD NEWS
Congrat to Chris, ahahah, he finally get back to his true love. I'm happy for him. Hahah... That's why, I believe if somebody is you other half, she will always be yours no matter where you go or what you do.

Wish you all the best in your future, and remember that Life is always difficult, sometimes you need to tell yourself that life is simple, so that you dont' think so much and just focus on pursuing your dreams. ^_^

SINGLE LIFE
Well... I'm pretty much enjoying my single life. No more worries and headache. All I can say is, I'm confident that I do the right thing, because I have to, if I want to have a better life. I dont' want to think so much about relationship stuff, I just gonna drop it, and pursue my dreams.

I will take care of myself, I mean really take care of myself. It's not selfish. this is just something that I have to do, because I don't really take care of myself in the past. So... gonna change myself for the better.

FRIENDS
Misses my friends so much, don't know how they doing with their life right now. Misses all the laughter that we use to laugh together, and the things that we do together. Sigh... anyway, i'm looking forward to our date in future. Hahaha~~~~

Kaikor has been teman me all this while... ahha, he's nice guy, eventhough he always bully me, but at least I can feel of like having a real big brother. =p

Aunty also teman me, she's funny... and a good mother. Hahaha

Oklah~ I crap enough... one last thing... I'm just hoping that everyone will be happy, and I will be happy too, but then, don't forget me. Hahaha... sometimes I do scare being alone. =p

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