Philippine Typhoon
I bet you all must heard of the typhoon happening in Philippine right? The worst place happened in my stepmother's 'kampung' - Bicol. It's a very nice place as I went there before. I feel terrible for things that happen to that place recently. Luckily, my stepmom's side doesn't affect much as the place is quite far from Mayon Mount but it is not very lucky for my maid's 'kampung'. Her house ruined till all the member of her family have to stay in a shelter.
More than a week after the past super typhoon emergency struck the Philippines, authorities are still struggling to comprehend the full scale of the destruction. Initially focused on the sudden havoc caused by the combination of 466 millimeters of rainfall, 225 kph winds and FREAK mud and lava falls which likely killed over 1000 people in the space of a few hours near Mayon volcano, relief teams have now begun to look across the wide swath of devastation in Albay, Camarines Sur, Catanduanes and Marinduque provinces.
The damage defies belief. 2,436 schools in Regions 5, 4B and 4A have been completely or partially destroyed, with a cost of repair estimated at US$40,000,000.00. The education of more than 2,000,000 children has been stopped or severely hindered. 66,168 families – approximately 331,000 people – have been rendered completely homeless by Typhoon Reming and another 77,046 families have had their homes severely damaged. The Governor's staff have compiled a one inch thick dossier of photographs depicting whole villages turned into matchsticks and hundreds of roofless school buildings.Now, the latest Typhoon, Utor still wondering around Philippine. As you can see the picture below. Click to see it.
As you can see, thousand of people are dead, thousands people are homeless and millions of people still suffering from poverty. Hopefully god will guide them to make them stronger to go through life ahead.
Let's us pray in our own way.
Keeping...
Today, I was hoping that he will call me, but no...I called. Yet, feel like there's nothing to talk about. I was hoping maybe we can meet one of these three days but unfortunately no... He's busy.
All of the sudden, I felt a hard invisible pressure pressing into my chest and I'm became speechless. My tears was going to flow... but I walked to the living room where my sis is playing with her little toys while watching American Funniest Video. I just force myself to laugh and smile in front of her while I keep this feeling away from her.
Sometimes, I'm just feeling weak, hoping to share my sadness and tears with someone whom I trust. I wonder if he can be there, whenever I needed him.
It make me sad, because nobody... can be there for me when I need someone to hug and a shoulder to cry on. That's why, I'm envy those who has the one who is there for you especially those who has their mothers in their life.
You know what... I think I'll just go to sleep...
Temperature +0.05
Just received letter from PTPTN, sigh... need to start paying back loan d~ What to do right... while I have the money, I quickly pay it off. If not, it will take decades to pay back all.
Today, I'm not feeling well, my brain working very very sloww~ really slow~
Felt a bit cold and warm at the same time, so I checked my temperature... . 37.05 degree cel. So i'm having slight fever. I'm still ok and looks ok. I will still take care of my sis and work as usual. The only thing that I'm not ok is ... my mind.
Anyway, *huggies for those who care about me and support me ^^
and lol~ I'm not a superwoman~ hahha, no matter how strong I tried to be, I will still have weaknesses but yet, I will still keep myself moving forward. ^_^
Stable but not so stable ^_^"
2 weeks without my stepmom had just past. Well, everything is ok except I'm just a bit tired coz have to take care of my sis all the time but sometimes thanks to Disney Channel and my big and small stuff toys, she doesn't bother me too much now. Sometime she ask where's mummy. I just had to smile and say 'went back hometown'. I believe she will come back to look for her. I just have to make her believe that her mother will come back one day for her.
Lots of thing happening in my head, everyday my mind had to split to four parts-work, family, studies and myself. Every time before sleep, these thing appear just to remind me that things need to be done after I wake up.
At workplace, accounts part still a bit messy. Lots of things that are not done properly in the pass and it become a problem now. To solve this problem will need time and I felt that, 9am - 5pm a day is not enough to solve the problem even if it takes 1 month.
Family... well, besides had to take care of sis, I have to take care of my bro too. Sigh... somebody is still young and still doesn't know how to behave like a man. Sigh... I couldn't say anything to him, so I just hope for miracle so that someday, he will awake.
Studies... erm, the other day, my supervisor came and visit me. Well, she's fine with my work and talked to my manager about my work and stuff. Everything is fine with her, I just have to prepare 1 more monthly report and another final report which need to send in 3 weeks from now. Besides that, I need to pay my fees for this semester... and I'm thinking to delay it until trimester 3, IF it is ok with finance side. I'm still waiting for reply...
Personal stuff... well, I went to check up yesterday. Things that I've been worry about is all solve. I'm healthy! That's the good news, the bad one is i'm having hormonal imbalance, so I need to take medication as well. Will have to check up with doctor after 4 weeks. So, that's fine... medicine only right... not poison. I can manage that. :) Oh, that's explain why am I being so emotional all the time, hmm....
Lot of stuff still playing my emotion lately, one of it, is because of love...
I still think its complicated and want to avoid it, but that's ridiculous. Nobody can escape from falling in love especially when you feel so good being close with each other and you miss her/him when you are apart. Sigh... my heart are not stable enough.
Oklah~ I'm feeling kinda hungry after eating the medicine. I go hunt for food now.
^^ thanks for those who cheer me up for the past two week. I will continue to be strong, take care of whatever that I'm suppose to take care. Think only what suppose to think. Thanks a lot~!
I bet you all must heard of the typhoon happening in Philippine right? The worst place happened in my stepmother's 'kampung' - Bicol. It's a very nice place as I went there before. I feel terrible for things that happen to that place recently. Luckily, my stepmom's side doesn't affect much as the place is quite far from Mayon Mount but it is not very lucky for my maid's 'kampung'. Her house ruined till all the member of her family have to stay in a shelter.
More than a week after the past super typhoon emergency struck the Philippines, authorities are still struggling to comprehend the full scale of the destruction. Initially focused on the sudden havoc caused by the combination of 466 millimeters of rainfall, 225 kph winds and FREAK mud and lava falls which likely killed over 1000 people in the space of a few hours near Mayon volcano, relief teams have now begun to look across the wide swath of devastation in Albay, Camarines Sur, Catanduanes and Marinduque provinces.
The damage defies belief. 2,436 schools in Regions 5, 4B and 4A have been completely or partially destroyed, with a cost of repair estimated at US$40,000,000.00. The education of more than 2,000,000 children has been stopped or severely hindered. 66,168 families – approximately 331,000 people – have been rendered completely homeless by Typhoon Reming and another 77,046 families have had their homes severely damaged. 
