2 weeks without my stepmom had just past. Well, everything is ok except I'm just a bit tired coz have to take care of my sis all the time but sometimes thanks to Disney Channel and my big and small stuff toys, she doesn't bother me too much now. Sometime she ask where's mummy. I just had to smile and say 'went back hometown'. I believe she will come back to look for her. I just have to make her believe that her mother will come back one day for her.
Lots of thing happening in my head, everyday my mind had to split to four parts-work, family, studies and myself. Every time before sleep, these thing appear just to remind me that things need to be done after I wake up.
At workplace, accounts part still a bit messy. Lots of things that are not done properly in the pass and it become a problem now. To solve this problem will need time and I felt that, 9am - 5pm a day is not enough to solve the problem even if it takes 1 month.
Family... well, besides had to take care of sis, I have to take care of my bro too. Sigh... somebody is still young and still doesn't know how to behave like a man. Sigh... I couldn't say anything to him, so I just hope for miracle so that someday, he will awake.
Studies... erm, the other day, my supervisor came and visit me. Well, she's fine with my work and talked to my manager about my work and stuff. Everything is fine with her, I just have to prepare 1 more monthly report and another final report which need to send in 3 weeks from now. Besides that, I need to pay my fees for this semester... and I'm thinking to delay it until trimester 3, IF it is ok with finance side. I'm still waiting for reply...
Personal stuff... well, I went to check up yesterday. Things that I've been worry about is all solve. I'm healthy! That's the good news, the bad one is i'm having hormonal imbalance, so I need to take medication as well. Will have to check up with doctor after 4 weeks. So, that's fine... medicine only right... not poison. I can manage that. :) Oh, that's explain why am I being so emotional all the time, hmm....
Lot of stuff still playing my emotion lately, one of it, is because of love...
I still think its complicated and want to avoid it, but that's ridiculous. Nobody can escape from falling in love especially when you feel so good being close with each other and you miss her/him when you are apart. Sigh... my heart are not stable enough.
Oklah~ I'm feeling kinda hungry after eating the medicine. I go hunt for food now.
^^ thanks for those who cheer me up for the past two week. I will continue to be strong, take care of whatever that I'm suppose to take care. Think only what suppose to think. Thanks a lot~!
Lots of thing happening in my head, everyday my mind had to split to four parts-work, family, studies and myself. Every time before sleep, these thing appear just to remind me that things need to be done after I wake up.
At workplace, accounts part still a bit messy. Lots of things that are not done properly in the pass and it become a problem now. To solve this problem will need time and I felt that, 9am - 5pm a day is not enough to solve the problem even if it takes 1 month.
Family... well, besides had to take care of sis, I have to take care of my bro too. Sigh... somebody is still young and still doesn't know how to behave like a man. Sigh... I couldn't say anything to him, so I just hope for miracle so that someday, he will awake.
Studies... erm, the other day, my supervisor came and visit me. Well, she's fine with my work and talked to my manager about my work and stuff. Everything is fine with her, I just have to prepare 1 more monthly report and another final report which need to send in 3 weeks from now. Besides that, I need to pay my fees for this semester... and I'm thinking to delay it until trimester 3, IF it is ok with finance side. I'm still waiting for reply...
Personal stuff... well, I went to check up yesterday. Things that I've been worry about is all solve. I'm healthy! That's the good news, the bad one is i'm having hormonal imbalance, so I need to take medication as well. Will have to check up with doctor after 4 weeks. So, that's fine... medicine only right... not poison. I can manage that. :) Oh, that's explain why am I being so emotional all the time, hmm....
Lot of stuff still playing my emotion lately, one of it, is because of love...
I still think its complicated and want to avoid it, but that's ridiculous. Nobody can escape from falling in love especially when you feel so good being close with each other and you miss her/him when you are apart. Sigh... my heart are not stable enough.
Oklah~ I'm feeling kinda hungry after eating the medicine. I go hunt for food now.
^^ thanks for those who cheer me up for the past two week. I will continue to be strong, take care of whatever that I'm suppose to take care. Think only what suppose to think. Thanks a lot~!
