Another day...
When I woke up this morning, it was 11am... ok, I missed the morning class again... damn. So went clean up my room plus doing my duty for this week, sweeping and mopping. After all the sweepin & moppin, I continued with my Trinite stuff. Sigh... still haven't done and because of that, I missed so many studies hours. Sigh... I miss my books. I'm so weird~
Then, Lance came over to discuss about mymmu stuff. Haha, he was friendly, and nice to talk to, and also he turn out to be completely different person from who I'm expecting. Its a good thing. haha... anyway, nice to know him. ^^
Then, ... doing Trinite stuff again...
Around 8pm, went to U-Center for Mymmu.net makan meeting. Met all the people that I never seen before but heard before. haha... all nice smart people. Mr.Syukor is a very nice person. Saw Darkfrozenhell, Felming, the other two can't remember their name, and oh, Xpacno is a very outspoken person. There are few more, I can't remember their name. Sigh... I'm so terrible.
Sigh... the whole time, I was keeping quiet, I did very bad... a lot of things I wanted to say but other people have said it. They talked a lot of technical stuff which I have no idea, but then, its ok. I learn from them. Sigh... dunno when I can tahan to be a leader. I have not experience, my communication skill so bad, my mind so slow, no technical skills, & I'm blur. Sigh... I'm a failure.
Really am a failure~
Never mind, I'll learn and practise more and more. I'll try to find way to improve myself. Hopefully, I can find the way.
They discussed a lot of stuff... I'm lazy to post it up. If you wanna know, visit http://www.mymmu.net =p
You know, I don't know what is love anymore... I really can't feel it in anyway... what is that mean? I just feel pain and hurts everytime thinking to feel to love a person and maybe love is about feelings, but I don't feel anything. Sigh... you guys tell me, what love is...
Recently, I listen to this song...
Vanessa William & Brian Mcknight - Love is
the lyric goes like this...
They say it's a river
That circles the earth
A beam of light shining
To the edge of the universe
It conquers all
It changes everything
They say it's a blessing
They say it's a gift
They say it's a miracle
And I believe that it is
It conquers all
But it's a mystery
Love breaks your heart
Love takes no less than everything
Love makes it hard
And it fades away so easily
In this world we've created
In this place that we live
From the blink of an eye, babe
The darkness sets in
Love lights the world
And lights the lovers for eternity
Love breaks the chains
Love aches for everyone of us
Love takes the tears and pain
And it turns it into the beauty that remains
Look at this place
It was paradise, but now it's dying
I'll pray for love
I'll take my chances that it's not too late
Love breaks your heart
Love takes no less than everything
Love makes it hard
And it fades away so easily, oh...
Love breaks the chains
Love aches for everyone of us
Love takes the tears and the pain
And it turns it into the beauty that remains
Mmm...mmm...mmm...
So, Love can give you happiness and it give you pain, but still I don't know what is love means?
